Meds and Crying

Well, for those of you who know me know that I am a little anxious (that is quite an understatement). Well of course I am now on Zoloft(and have been for quite awhile) which has controlled my anxiety. I still worry alot, but I am pretty sure that now it is what a normal person would do, not something that completely takes over my life. Well, anyway the wonderful meds that I take have pretty much wiped out my ability to cry and man do I miss it. Before, crying was my sweet stress relief and now, no longer. I have to be extremely upset to have tears even well up in my eyes. And even when I do cry it lasts about a minute as I squeeze a few tears out.

It is weird to think that I would miss crying. But I do, I miss have that overwhelming feeling and feeling it slowly seep out with each tear and sob that escapes. I would have a good ol' fashion crying fit and then could literally feel the weight lifted off my shoulders. But no longer.... Well I haven't refilled my prescription in a few days and I am actually able to have one of those good cries. I just finished it up and I feel much lighter. I know it is wierd.... but I feel very satisfied right this minute.