In My Head

So I haven't blogged in a while...I have a little writer's block. I have little snippets of stuff in my head but not enough information to write an entire blog, so you get to hear the snippets.

- I love that my group of friends can be so goofy and that we always have fun together.
- I just went and saw Mall Cop... stupid humor- gotta love it.
- I miss the Zapiens and can't wait to see them
- I have been really bad and have been skipping church for no reason.
- I bought a food scale today (to date I have lost 10 pounds and hopefully this will help me lose the 20 more I want to.
- I have only had one glove all winter, until today. I bought some on clearance at Target.
-I am listening to Kid Rock and am really enjoying it (hard to admit that one)
- Sometimes I worry that I am not a very good daughter.
- I really like my alone time and retreat when I am upset or stressed...I am working on this but damn it is hard (this relates to me not being a good daughter and )
-I am worried that this makes me really selfish..I have been thinking of myself a lot lately
- I decided to get out of my work rut and it is stressing me out a bit to change everything
- I talked to my dad last week...first time in a year and a half and let me tell you it sucked to tell him all about what my last year was like ( I did tear up a few times)
- I really miss my Nana and it upsets me beyond belief that she won't get to meet my kids and my kids won't know what a wonderful and funny person she was
- I realized that to me my divorce equals a failure and it is hard for me to admit failure.
-When I have been stressed lately I watch this little video of Charlotte with her sandwich falling apart and her saying "oh no" and it cheers me up every time.
- I haven't been doing the things I love lately (pictures, painting, blogging, writing)
- I need to clean my upstairs.
- I miss my carefree self sometimes...I feel like the last year has tainted me a little bit. I have lost some of my innocence and joy.

Well I am pretty sure I could keep going and going, but there is a look inside my brain for about 2 minutes... I know it sure it a busy place.