Stress

I am feeling very stressed out. I had several years of easy living and now it is totally catching up with me. There is so much going on in my life right now. First, I am going through a divorce, which is enough stress for one person, but instead it keeps piling up. Murphy is sick and will seem to be getting better and then backslides again. And then of course money is always an issue. And on top of all of that things in my life decide to keep breaking. My dryer just stopped working for no apparent reason and then my phone just died--which of course equals more money. Then trying to sell my house when the market is not even close to good.

Everytime something new happens I say, I can't handle anymore and inevitably something else happens. I don't when the stopping point is because I can't handle it anymore. It is leading me to feel very inferior and uncertain. I am in new territory and handling things on my own now so I feel like I don't have anyone to share the burden with me. It is all riding on my shoulders. I am not getting a break. My head is constantly swirling with all that is going on and it is consuming me. There is this weight in my chest that instead of getting lighter keeps getting heavier everyday.