dirty little secret

So one of my dirty little secrets begins tonight...yes it is... in less than 15 minutes I will be indulging in American Idol. I am a little ashamed to admit that not only do I watch the show, but I actually enjoy it. Where else can you watch complete idiots who think they are good make a fool of themselves.? I think I like the show because it raises my self-esteem a few notches each time I watch it. So I know by the end of the night I will be feeling a little better about myself.